Potential

So the hell what.... Im not there yet. I sho aint about to hurry for you. You have nothing to give me other than what i want. I am where i am i cannot control that. Why is it always my fault for saying and doing something,even if that something was up to you. Why am i answering question as if it makes a difference? Like you are going to be beat me if i dont do what you say. Or as if i cant figure it out myself. I am about to say screw you in a minute. All the support i give you emotionally you cant even have a good day with out me having something to do with it. Just because i lack the funds necessary to do the things i want you want to look down on me. I dont need you that bad... I can get along just fine without you. If I want to be with someone who was going to challenge me for where i am i would have dated a racist white woman. I am not intrested in your backwards ways of trying to tell me what to do. I am done putting up with it. Hell if you cant respect me, you dont need to be with me. I am obviously upset......