More and More and More

Here in these moments I find myself sort of complacent and some what doubtful. Not because I don't think God can do what he says he will do but more so because I cant see myself being successful at my endeavors. There is a lot going on. Its been a while since I last spoke with you, but since that last moment I lost my grand father, my wife miscarried, I got a promotion and I moved. Adjustments! It seems like my life is a giant adjustment right now. However I was listening to a YouTube video made by Mali Music and it opened my eyes. He starts out by saying handle with patience, handle with care. It seems like I spent a lot of my time this past year being reckless not in my action but with my life. I often don't take time to stop and smell the roses. I get so angry about how things are going until I am not grateful for the things that are going right. This walk is all you got so make it count please Were headed back to the creator of life so make him happy No time to regret the past or live in sorrow Only time to expect the glory of your tomorrow... My a word needs to be anticipation not adjustment. Adjustment is what I do and anticipation is what I need to feel. There is a package waiting for me. An opportunity to find purpose in each moment a chance to seize the moment. While listening to this song I find myself reflecting to all the moments that my grandfather shared with us, I remember how present he was however skewed that may have been by alcohol. He was there and he was with us to the best of his ability. Perhaps the reason why I respect my grandfather so much is the same reason why the song touches me so much is because my grandfather started off disadvantaged but he wrapped his arms around his life and did the best with it he could. " Life is a gift, open it up and see what there for you" " Life is a story, follow the author and see he cares for you." " Life is love, with every breath we are celebrating it." " Life is a hug, embrace it back." So more and more and more can keep coming, my agreement is that I will wrap my arms around it and take it.