Be still

Why do such word cause me to wrestle within myself? Why must anixety cause me to look and search as if His eyes are not on me directing a path that is perfect and talior made just for me?
Be still why i work this out? Toes cringe, thumbs begin to twiddle, knee shake and rocking back and forth becomes the normal habit.

Some make as much as they desire and eat and until their palette is full. Other buy Wendy's(Your know when its real) Burger King (Have it your way) McDonalds's (I'm loving it) Arby's (Good mood food) Subway(Eat fresh) Mr.Hero's and Charlies lies. Knowing full well that im not sure if its real. Can't have it my way, neither loving it, nor am i in the mood to eat fresh. Rather keep my money because it never delievers what it promises.

I am to be still and let my master direct whats best for me when i see what i can do. Then what i can do doesnt work i become even more exasturbated. Could it be that i don't trust Him. Am I still weak in trusting HIs plan and will for my life. Am i foolish enough to desire His plan and will without taking it HIs way.

If so why do i call Him Master and Lord?
Because he has been that in times past and now that i need Him in a new area its "different". However, its the same God, same grace, same mercy, same love and same vision.

Jerimiah 29:11-13
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
12 Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you.
13 And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.

And again Psalms 91
1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
9 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

I have promises to look to whilest i yet worry.Let me compare the worry to promise which one will win.

P.S. Lord this way is not easy but its your way and it is better. I refuse to worry, instead I will wait to see your magnificant grace be made manifest and your door open up to me.
I trust you.