No Solace ~ Without Jesus

My life at this point is a desperate search the Lord's ways. Each i grow agitated with my flesh. My desire is to for one day sit in state of complete awareness of Him. That i might see his face. That i might feel his emotions. That I might share in His Joys. So that I can feel His love and resulting desire to see all of mankind be reconciled back to Him and be holy as he is Holy. It is far too much to ask for an outer body experience but at this point i would welcome it.This one thing I do know, following after Him is tough. If I can get to the place where I just hear the voice of the lord. I will be happy to just listen and follow his instructions. To part take in the divine it has been given unto me. Now to take the bread to my lips is the challenge. Its the challenge to find his Holy place and abide. This will i do follow him and until I have Him. Until I am full of His glory His Love His Power His strengthen, His holiness.