Fa Real

Words cant expressed how pissed of I am right now. This chick is spitting all kinds of foul things at me because of something that is going on with her. I am not happy that its happening to her either. It is really messing up my feng shui. I hate this so much because she acts like she is the only affected by whats going on with her. Like I havent been supportive of her from day one. I can take her bullshit with out even flinching but the minute something comes up the messes up what she wants its a super bitch fest. I am tired of this ignorant shit. I hope we find something work her being all funky about. I dont want her to be hurt by it but a the same time if the first thing do is start hurling insults at me over things I cannot change then I really dont know what to say to you. Its really unfair for her to treat me like this. I want so much for her to be ok but it seems like her first thought is that I dont care when she knows that is not the truth. I guess for now I have sit back and she how she is going to deal with what she is dealing with. On different note this personal health concern is putting me back on the same page I was on intially. I need to get healthy. I need to do it for my own destiny so I can be fulfilled within myself. I need to schedule this checkup tomorrow like on a monday or something. But I will because I dont like being overweight and not being able to do what I like. Whats the Move Man of God First off my commitment to love this woman will not change because I am upset what she has done. However I am very intrested in doing something to draw out something that will stop her from coming at me sideways. I am going to sit quietly for a little while. Listen to some worship music and pray and let the lord show me how he wants me to fight this battle. Hard as ever to do but necessary because I am just short of slapping her.